depression rulez

sigh.. i'm freakin depressed rite now.. n 4 wad?
okok... deres dis guy. my fren n dis gal, my other fren..
they both are bf n gf.. until sumthin came up.. i kept thinkin its my fault.
okok.. when d guy is always on, i'l tok 2 him, leavin d gal alone.
so she broke or he broked up..
i felt lik its my fault. causin dis 2 happen.
is it my fault? is it?

l8er, i toked 2 dem n it turns out, dey hav no love 4 each other(onli d girl has)
n i tried tokin 2 him. but he ignored me.
tellin me 2 dropped it.
n in d end, i fixed it.
but he broked up wid her.
makin me feel sad. n he pushed her 2 me...
i felt so bad 4 her.. Y?

so now, he aint tokin 2 me.
should i apologize?

or not???

think i did.. took guts man... GUTS! i'm not d kind of gal hu likes 2 say sorz...
but in d end i did... sigh~