Tuesday(15/7)

was havin BM period dat time.. using test book, so i wrote this:

i feel so lost.. so lost.. wth has happen 2 me? why has fate even b like this? who did this 2 our friendship? who?

i noe who... that ass hole sean! he make HY into his own personal puppydog. seein her like thid hurt d hell outta me. it hurts alot. so much.. so very much. n when its like this M starts to think i'm a maniac. m i? m i? ashley thinks i'm over reactin.. i guess i m... this is ruinin my life. my mom, the bitchlikes 2 get work up of everything... why? god.. u noe wad i feel liike doing? jumpin of d school buildin dats wad.. sigh.. i wonder wad will happen next.. i juz wonder...

i regret sendin d message! now my true fren is my fantasy book. d book of how much i wish i could b like dat.. god take me away 4rm this bbloody world... this shit hell.. take away my life.. pls... take it away...(at that time i was cryin like shit)

memories flood in my mind like water flowin in d river. those days where we are best friends.. it happen when SEAN came! d shit face ruin it all...

i see in all my life. i've been bitten, hated and most importantly... left alone. nvr had a true real fren... i feel lonley. no one can understand how i feel. how i feel now and always.. nvr... not one.. no one..