waloa. 1 week passed by so quickly..

yeah, its been 1 week n my inbox is full of junk. ==
2 start of, monday. i got scolded cause i didnt smile when i'm at home.. ==
i mean i didnt smile when i'm at home doesnt mean i NVR smile. ==
on tuesday, got scoldin cause i didnt say HI DADDY!! when he came home.. ==
i mean hes like against me. why should i say hi? ==
got lecture and cried 4 2hrs..
my life is so pathetic n yr tryin 2 make it worst.
u told me i'm so miserable n yr tryin 2 make it worst. wel, i bet all those tryin pulled off cause i'm worst den miserable, happy?

its a new year n i feel so miserable at home.
i dont feel anythin but sadness in me. why!?
m i born juz bcause God wan 2 c me suffer?
i bet my mom regreted 2 hav a second child.
she prefers gwen... he prefers gwen.
who m i 2 u guys? a stranger?
or sum1 u picked up from d dustbin n took pity on me?

andrea, huiyee n wanyin went up 2 3ang.
i wana go up 2. but i'm scared huilin thinks i'l 'ditch' her
i dunno what 2 do.
hy wans me 2 go up.
hl wans me 2 stay.
WAD M I SUPPOSE 2 DO?

-pissed-