heavy heart

yeaahhh... after going to some one's blog,
i have a heavy feeling in my heart which add to my miserable life..
no marissa i dont need any comment from you
i know what are you gonna say

''chillax la kim, life's like this. if life isnt hard, whats the meaning of life? i have been through so many things and all i have to do is to face it. i know your going through a hard time but it will past, trust me. dont keep on sayin you hate your life. God gave you life for a purpose. not because he wants to see you suffer."

i think thats it. or maybe more......
i dunno. maybe i wont tell anyone my stuff and let me contain it all in my heart.
my mom is blamed for no reason and so much things has gone through
if you dont want to be my friend.
im fine with that
go on if we arent friends,
i hope you tell jeremy and let him spread it.
i hope you spread it and i'll become every1's number 1 list of hate
i hope your happy right now.

you dont know how hard it is.
its bad enough to lose a friend.
but its worst to lose yr best friend.
im not sure... im not sure if...
nevermind
the thing is
you wouldnt know how lonely i felt now a days.
ahhah ahhah ahhah
i made a mistake of going to yr blog..

leave me alone,

get out of my face...