a message to ZZZ [even though its wastin my time but i hav alot of time to waste]

ok, let me start sayin this.
i know who the hell you are.. dont think that i dont know.
because of you, i dont tell marissa stuff anymore.
because of you, i have second thoughts about her.
because of you, i dont think me and marissa are close anymore.
dont you know how hard it is for me to try and stop it.
stop wastin your time comin to my blog,
knowin how many horrible things i write about you [i admit ok?]
im tryin to say this as nice as i can and not swearin my ass off [oops, i think i juz sweared >D]
i try and try and try to not let people like you RUIN my life but i think i failed.
go ahead, call me a loser
call me a failure
call me anything you like
but dont say that i cant be trusted..
that story you told edward?
yeahh.. its a lie.. ==

the one that you told me that you like huiling and huiyee?
you told edward that you were TESTIN YOUR TRUST IN ME?
yeah, that one.
dont blame on edward.
hes trying to make things right, but hes wrong.
ok, stop changin the subject.
you told edward that your testin your trust in me
such lies you told him
such lies you told everyone.
such terrible terrible lies.
i hope you burn in hell [if there is such place]
i maybe anything else,
but im not the kind that spread people's secret
unless ofcourse you make me VERY pissed..

you know what?
i think your mission is going to complete
the more you provoke me
the more second thoughts i have towards marissa
i hope you'll be there for her when she and i arent friends
instead of trying to please ashley
come on, dont think i dont know your tryin to impress ashley
im not dumb.
i observe.
go ahead.
call me a sohai bitch..
i dont mind, its just words.. rite?

so many things are in my mind and your tryin to make my life miserable
go ahead.
yr doing a VERY good job
i bet your SOOOOO proud of yourself..
give yourself a huge round of applause..
i have wasted enough time writin a shitty letter to you
in the end, i swear/cursed.
thats me.
if you cant stand me,
why dont you come face to face and tell me off?
or what? youre scared i'll tell YOU off???
i shall not write anymore.
goodbye and i hope you trip and fall and break your gay head