Whats The Point Of:

-> making friends
when you know you'll lose more than you make

-> smiling
when you know perfectly well youre unhappy

-> cleaning your room
when you know you will mess it up again

-> crying
when you know they will hurt you over and over again

-> trusting people
when they CANT be trusted

-> eating
whe you know your going to be hungry again

-> making your bed
when you know your going to mess it up at night

-> having babies
when they are nothing but a nuisance to you

-> having a phone
when you know no one is going to call you or text you

-> being alive
when you know live is not worth living

-> being happy
when you know your going to be sad

-> having boyfriends/girlfriends
when you know you'll break up with them

-> studying
when you know you're going to fail in your exams

-> going to school
when you know you'll go there and play instead of studying

-> healing your heart
when you know someone will break it again

-> having a sister/brother
when you know youre going to fight with her

-> having a best friend
when you know it WONT last

-> brushing your teeth
when you know its going to get dirty again

-> having a mirror
when you know everytime you look at it, you'll feel ugly

-> writing your feelings down
when you know people will just ignore it

what is the point of sleeping

when you know you'll have nightmares

no matter how much you try to prevent it?