bad luck is following me every where...

the whole week was alright until yesterday night[sat 17/1/09]
yesterday mornin was fun.. =]
skipped school with hl, m n j[jeremy]
we went to 1u and nw8ed 4 j 2 come.
apparentnly he went to centerpoint n bought 2 packets of fat rice[nasi lemak]
stupid mc.d suppose 2 open 4 24hrs n when we reached dere, dey nvr open.. idiots.
when dey open, we went in n tok.
jeremy insulted me, n i feel seriously hurt.
den he said stuff 2 make me feel ok.. such as lies. ==
i mean w.e u say the 1st time means its d truth n when u say 'i mean' is comin out as a lie.
so i got hurt n mood swing. lol.
i pretend 2 b seriously pissed, ignorin every1s calls.. lol
accutaly i dunno wad did he juz said cause i put m's ipod on ful volume.
when j n hl went 2 buy hash browns, m told me wad he juz said.. ==

den l8er, j wanna watch d ipod n he turned it 2 kung fu panda.
n i'm da voice of d panda. i made al sort of noise cause HE is makin al sort of noise.. == lol
when mc.d is open n we rome around 1u..
went 2 d arcade n i kicked hl's ass in 1 of d game. l8er, we played racin n i kicked her ass in it 2.. =P muahahaaa..
den we went 2 play fusball... me n hl kicked j n m's ass.. =P
l8er, dey went 2 cc, j gave us[me n hl] cash 2 play d arcade.. =]
nn j lost his specs.. =/ poor dude.
l8er, we went to hav lunch.. BIG APPLE DOUGHNUTS!!
lol... n we si down 2 eat it.. j was bein weird cause he wants hes glucose
n he smeard some on hes face.. ==
n we laughed.. =P
denn we went kinda crazy when its time 2 go home.. ==
enough 4 d mornin.. time 4 d nite..

went to 1u[again]
n when its time 2 go home, i said i cn touch d metal thing onn top.
my sis say i cnt, i ran, jumped n touch it.. [in yr face bitch!]
den she said she cn do it by juz tippin her toes n she said i cnt do it again..
i ran.........



jumped...........



touched the metal thing[IN YR BLOODY FACE BITCH!]




lady luck aint wid me.....



fell.......



twisted my right ankle.....




didnt cry.....


got in d car n cried...

mom toked 2 me.. didnt reply her, was 2 bz tryin 2 bear d pain.. ==
dad toked 2 mom, sayin where did i learn 2 b dis-respectful 2 dem.. == [idiots]
got home, hobble al d way upstairs..
sis took cold ginger ale 4 me 3 drink..
she wanna put d cold bottle on my lump[a size of a tennis ball!]
i said nonnononnonoo!!!
she called me sisi.. ==
BITCH! atleast i dun sing lik a cat dyin.. ==
mom scolded me 2 provin my sis wrong. she said i must not prove ppl wrong.. ==
fine. i'l not prove her wrong bout me going inn science stream! bitch
cnt walk.. i feel lik a fuckin handicap.. ==

i hav cough, flu n now i cnt walk..
fk d whole world man! ==

waloa. 1 week passed by so quickly..

yeah, its been 1 week n my inbox is full of junk. ==
2 start of, monday. i got scolded cause i didnt smile when i'm at home.. ==
i mean i didnt smile when i'm at home doesnt mean i NVR smile. ==
on tuesday, got scoldin cause i didnt say HI DADDY!! when he came home.. ==
i mean hes like against me. why should i say hi? ==
got lecture and cried 4 2hrs..
my life is so pathetic n yr tryin 2 make it worst.
u told me i'm so miserable n yr tryin 2 make it worst. wel, i bet all those tryin pulled off cause i'm worst den miserable, happy?

its a new year n i feel so miserable at home.
i dont feel anythin but sadness in me. why!?
m i born juz bcause God wan 2 c me suffer?
i bet my mom regreted 2 hav a second child.
she prefers gwen... he prefers gwen.
who m i 2 u guys? a stranger?
or sum1 u picked up from d dustbin n took pity on me?

andrea, huiyee n wanyin went up 2 3ang.
i wana go up 2. but i'm scared huilin thinks i'l 'ditch' her
i dunno what 2 do.
hy wans me 2 go up.
hl wans me 2 stay.
WAD M I SUPPOSE 2 DO?

-pissed-

i wan a new family ASAP!

went [terpaksa] to hv dinner wid dem.
l8er, went 2 uptown 2 get somethin 4 Marissa's christmas present. its a total surprise X)
when we reached dere, my slipper broke.. ==
dad got pissed 4 w8in 4 onlt 30mins... == he said, 'what m i doing here?' ==
mom got pissed cause my slipper broke..
I MEAN COME ON! its not lik i wan it 2 b broken rite? = [idiot egg heads]
after so called fixin my slipper [which my sis put plaster n rubber band 2 hold it],
i wanna buy the thing.
told mom i wanna buy n she got pissed off.. ==
she said hu i shared it wid [which i lied so i can get the thing]
i said huilin[sry huiling]

mom, me n sis

why cnt yr fren ask her mom 2 get the thing 4 marissa? after u buy den she doesnt wan 2 share wid u anymore or u cnt claim the money 4rm her.. [==]
then why are we doing here if u dun wan me 2 buy it?
i thought kim wanna buy the thing?
she doesnt wan me 2 buy it anymore [storms off]
[storms off]
[stayed bhind]

== den dey freakin wasted the petro 2 come all the way 2 uptown 4 no fkin reason.. ==
fkin stupid egg heads!
other parents wont b lik dat, i'm sure.
they'll b lik, when r u gettin the thing?
i wish i hav a BETTER parents.. ==
my dad was FORCE 2 tok 2 me juz bcause he wans me 2 off my fon music. == fker
dis mornin he was freakin swearin his bloody egg head off infront of my couz. N HE ISNT FKIN DRIVIN! ==
my couz was drivin n he didnt even swear..
i rolled my eyes everytime he swear.. I CNT HELP IT!
dey make me roll my eyes until its a habit. ==

sometimes, i wonder wad is it lik NOT havin parents.. i might get freedom, i get 2 decide my own stuff, i get 2 do anythin i wan. n not bein held bhind.
n the way i tok, i said mmm all the time n what?! when i'm called.. WTF IS WRONG WID DAT!?
lik i said, stupid idiot egg heads.

i wan 2 hav a family hu isnt easily pissed, i wan a family 2 let me do w.e i choose 2 do. if i choose the wrong path, its up 2 dem 2 advice me. n not yell my head off...
i cnt w8 til school reopens, dun hav 2 see their ugly faces anymore!

a waste of time n space.

went 2 d temple and it was a seriously waste of time...
fought wid my mom n made her cry. ==
she told me she toked 2 my dad n dey r thinkin of bringin me 2 a person hu toks 2 humans 2 make dem better.. == [which i blive is a waste of money]
she told me when she try 2 make a converstation, i'l say, mmm. inside shes cryin real hard [which i doubt dat]...
i mean come on! dis is my face. i bet she regretted 2 hav another child.
marissa told me, God brought me into this world 4 sumthin. [which personally i dun blive it]
im a disgrace 2 every1. mom said i used 2 b a happy child. now i'm tryin 2 isolate myself. ==
my mom say i nvr smile which is so not true!
i smile n laugh when i'm wid my fren..
see? i'm smiling.. =D ==
idiots...

lonely

after reading my letters 4rm my long lost nest pals hu arent my pals anymore[i no yr confuse, so m i]. i nvr felt so alone, so lost, so lonely. my family hates me.dey love my sister so much more den me. i cant blive it. i no i'm not the brightest girl, the girl u wanted me to b, i no i let u down n i'm not suit 2 b yr daughter anymore. i'm wondering when wil you put me in an orphanage? or throw me out of the house since im a disgrace to you all. when wil you give up on me? when wil u realise i'm testing you? testing yr patients? i dont care about my so called family anymore. i juz care whats best for me.... and myself.

i no i sound selfish but hu gives a dam? i'm losing more frens den i hav eva imagine. go ahead, point yr fingers at me n say, 'dont be friends with her, she care more of herself den anyone in the world, not even her own parents.'

i dont no what to do. my father isnt rly tokin 2 my mom bcause i dropped class. my dad doesnt lik 2 look at me cause i cause al the comotion in the house. IF U DUN WANNA LOOK AT ME THROW ME IN THE GARBAGE BIN DEN!

pissed of by my family. the more i think, the more i realise, ppl dont understand what i'm tryin 2 go through now. well, i'm off 2 watch utube now. no, not *gasp* porn.. ==

a dream [i edited a bit]

i have a dream last night. it was weird yet romantic. it started of like dis...

she was trying 2 measure something and she invited her friends to help her. she was trying to measure the wall size or rather how long is his arms compare to hers. she lined her friends into one straight line, carefully stretch their arms out. slowly she compare. and she came to his arms, she blushed, her heart beating wildly in her chest. she felt him breathing deeply. she smiled to herself. finally, she sat on her bed, frustrated because she cant measure properly. he looked into her eyes, he stepped forward 4rm his line. he cant hold it back anymore. as he stepped forward from his line, he hugged her.

she was shocked. she hugged him back, turned her head so she could face his neck. slowly and gently kiss and lick his neck and she sighed deeply. she heard him muttering. she listen carefully, wondering what is he saying. she heard him counting softly to himself. '1,2,3,4,5,6,7.....' she smiled and buried her head on his shoulder. she realised her friends are still here, she looked up and saw her friends looking at her, some smiling, some blushed and one. one particular one was staring at them both. his eyes was full of anger and sadness. she realised that one was his brother. she gasped softly to herself, 'i didn't invite him, did i?' she wondered to herself.

he was relief she didn't pushed herself away from him. 'she must have love me as i love her.' he thought, continue-in counting. as he reached a number 23, she pulled herself away from him. they looked at each other and slowly, he got up and stand back to his line, feeling quite sad that she pulled herself away from him. 'she must not have love me as i love her deeply,' he thought sadly. he felt foolish to hugged her like that. 'but she kiss and lick my neck,' he thought 'I'm very confuse. does she love me or not?' he sighed sadly to himself. and he heard a chucked. a laughter that he hated most. he turned his head to the left and saw his bro or rather half brother smiling triumphantly to himself.

he couldn't help but smile to himself. he was relief that she pulled herself away from him. but he was angry to see her kiss and lick his neck. he was angry to hear her sighed deeply. he yawned and saw everyone looking at him. 'is this over yet, madame? I'm very tired and i need to get home before night falls in. my, i mean our parents might be getting worried,' he said as he look at his half brother. 'yes, you all may go home now. I'm very glad to see you all help me,' she said, smiling while opening her door for her guests. as he almost reached the door, she stopped him. he looked at her surprisingly, but in return, she smiled her dazzling smile at him. he relaxed and felt her hand slipped into his. 'she must have love me!' he thought happily. she pulled him to her closet and there they stood, facing each other.

'here,' she said as she opened her closet door, 'i heard you need some gowns for your aunt's daughter. i have so many here i could spare one or two to her.' he stood there, disappointed that she didn't love him as he suspected. she only wants him to take a gown or two to his aunt. 'thanks.' was all he could choked out and he took a pretty pink gown from her closet. and he turned to get out of the room. as he turn, he saw the closet door was blocking the way out. 'I'm glad you hugged me,' he heard her say softly. 'i was going to cry in frustration until you hugged me.' he turned toward her. she took the gown from him and put it on the floor. slowly, she walked up towards him, and gently kissed him on the lips.

he was surprise and when he was recovered, he kissed her back, passionately. her right hand was tangled in his hair and her left hand was on his shoulder for support so she wont fall. both of his hands were on her waist, pulling her closer to his body. and his right hand slowly climbed to her hair and he took out the pin, causing her dark hair to fall on her bare shoulders. he dropped the pin on the floor and his hand was tangled in her hair. they kissed quietly yet fiercely. several minutes later, he pulled himself away from her, both of them was breathing heavily after the kiss.

her hand was no longer tangled in his hair and his hand was no longer in her hair but on her waist. 'i have to go,' he said after catching his breath. he reached down to grab the gown. 'will you be here tomorrow? for the dance i mean,' she asked him unexpectedly. he looked at her and nod. 'yes, I'll be here. I'll be here for you,' he said softly. she closed the closet door and walked him towards her room. 'please be here early,' she said and waved a goodbye. she saw him nod and walk away, with the pink gown on his right hand.

he saw his half brother walked out of the room with a gown on his right hand from the balcony behind her house. he was hiding behind her curtains and jumped down to the beach as soon as his half brother walked out of the room. he knew what did both of them did even though he couldn't see them and was angry yet heartbroken by their action. he was foolish to love her when he knew she loved his half brother. hot tears form in his eyes and they tickled slowly down his cheek. he wipe them furiously with his sleeve. 'I'm such a fool!' he said and sat heavily on a stone, facing the wide sea. warm wind began to blow on his face. he buried his face in both his hands and wept. 'i knew i shouldn't have go to her house.' he said, feeling full of regret. he jumped down from the stone and saw a shell. he picked it up and put it in his pocket. suddenly, he heard his name, he wiped his tears as saw her on her balcony waving to him.

she saw him from her balcony and was waving and shouting as loudly as she dared to him. 'what does she want from me?' he wondered to himself as he jogged towards the balcony. he couldn't resist her even though he knew she doesn't love him and love his half brother. still, she was his best friend and he need to be at her aid. she asked him to climb up to her balcony so she wont have to shout and wake the whole family. grunting to himself, he climbed her balcony using the vines she installed herself so she can escape from her family to the beach or rather so her suit will come in her room without her parents knowing. at last he arrived she stepped backwards so he can have space to come in. to her, he was her best friend and she always go to him if she have a problem. loving him never cross her mind before.

she hugged him a friendly hug and he hugged her back without any hesitation. she could smell the sea on his shirt and he could smell her flowery perfume. he hugged her tightly, wanting her to know he wants her deeply. at last, she broke their hug and smile sweetly at him. 'I knew you would come,' she said. 'and i remember i didn't invite you. what brings you here just now?' he was shocked at her question and glad she didn't on her light so she couldn't see his facial expression. she walked toward her bed and sat there, waiting patiently for his answer. 'you didn't invite your best friend and i was hurt. i heard you invited my half brother whom you never talk to him before or even talked about him before. so i thought it was weird.' he lied to her as he walk towards her bed and sat next to her.

he felt her looking at him as he looked at his shoe. her hand touched his cheek and guide his face to look at her. 'look at me,' she whispered. 'i can explain why i didn't invite you here.' he look into her eyes, her hand still touching his cheek like she doesn't want to let him go. 'i heard you went away for... something. and i didn't know when you will be back,' she explained. 'so, instead of inviting you, i invited your brother.' 'half brother.' he cut in. 'half brother.' she repeated. 'i do hope you will forgive me.' she said and her hand slid from his cheek and was on his thigh. his thigh tingles as her hand rests on it. he looked at her hand then at her face. 'i forgive you,' he whispered and he leaned forward to kiss her.

she kissed him back and wondered what was she doing. she cant betray him. she pushed him away from her, horrified for kissing him back. 'I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.' she said after she caught her breath. he looked at her and sighed. 'i better get going.' he said, feeling disappointed and got up. she watched him climbed down the balcony. 'what possessed me to kiss him?' she asked herself and shook her head. she then touch her lips, 'hes a good kisser' she said and she giggled to herself. she changed into her white silk night gown and lie on her soft comforter. 'tomorrow is going to be a pleasant day,' she said and sleep. 'yes, a pleasant day.' he said after hearing her.

he stepped out of the dark and into the moonlight in her room. he jumped down from the balcony and ran home. quietly, he climbed to his room and jumped into his window. as soon as his boots touches the floor, the light was turned on. 'what took you so long?' he heard a voice hissed. 'i was strolling on the beach what else?' he snapped back at his half brother, he knew it was a white lie. after the beach, he went to see her. his half brother laughed as though it was a joke. 'prove.' he said, hes eyes glinted dangerously in the light. he took a step back, knowing he had fooled with his half brother's so called girlfriend. his head was whirling to find prove he went to the beach. then he felt something in his pocket. the shell! trying to hide his smile, he took the pretty shell out of his pocket. 'this, half brother, is prove i went to the beach,' he said. 'and that,' he pointed at the sand trail behind him. 'is too a prove.'

his half brother spoke the truth. he did went to the beach. his eyes darted from the shell to the sand trail. 'i warned you, if u touch her, you'll feel my fist on your face.' he snarled. 'get to bed, tomorrow is going to be a hard day, we need to see our aunt's daughter.' his half brother put the shell behind his dresser where his half brother couldn't see it, clear up the sand and change into his night clothes and went to bed.

the next day, both half brothers saw their unrelated aunt's daughter. she was a fine young lady who came to visit. she was pretty and attracted their attention. 'are you invite to the ball, madame?' he asked her, hoping she's invited. 'yes, monsieur, i am invited to her ball.' she said, full of polite. his face was lighted up with delight, he couldn't wait until she wore the gown he brought her. at that night, he was glad she could go to the ball and fit in the beautiful pink gown. however, his half brother was upset of something. but he take no attention.

as soon as their carriage arrived at her house, he guide her to her house. she was impressed of her house. 'may i have this dance?' he asked her. she was very happy to dance with him. his half brother, standing a side in the dark corner, sipping his wine. 'how could he betrayed her? they kissed in her room last night and now its like he have forgotten about it.' he thought and shook his head. 'i must not let her know or get the wrong impression.' suddenly, he heard people around him gasped. it must be her coming down the stairs.

many girls there was dressed in pale pink, baby blue or light yellow like the sun. but she was dressed in a color that no one ever thought of wearing. she was dressed in a blood red gown. it never cross her mind of wearing the wires under her dress. she stood there, bold in red. her hair wasn't clipped up as she used to. she let it loose, black locks resting on her shoulder. her lips was blood red as though she drank blood to make her lips that color. she stood there, proud and waiting for him to come and escort her. instead if him, his half brother came. she couldn't see him anywhere in her sight. 'he must be late then,' she thought. his half brother took her and escort her down. he whispered softly in her ear, 'hes going to be late. he needs to entertain our aunt's daughter.' she sighed in relief.

everyone was looking at them as they dance in the middle of the dance floor. most man are wearing white or light blue. but he was wearing a black suit. as they dance together, girls cursed themselves for wearing such pale colors and not bold colors like her and most of their partners drool over her; men cursed as their partners are envy of her for dancing with such fine suitor. but most of them just sighed for she and him are going to be such a great couple. they didn't know that her real so called boyfriend is in a room, snogging his aunt's daughter fiercely. they dance together until the song ended. she smiled at him and he smiled at her. she took his hand and pulled him away from the crowd out to the beach where the sea breeze blew.

he wasn't thinking of anything but kissing his aunt's daughter. he has a very powerful urge of ripping her clothes off and do it right there. 'maybe tonight, in her room.' he chuckled to himself and continued kissing her. from her lips, to her neck down to her exposed chest. she sighed when he was making a love bite on her neck and giggle in delight when he lifted her up and put her on his lap and kissed her. never in her life she kiss this fiercely and she have a sudden urge to do it.

she laughed in delight as she ran on the beach. she took her shoes off and threw it to a tree near by. she twirled as the wind blow. he look at her dancing by herself under the soft moonlight. she stopped dancing as soon as she realise he isn't dancing with her. 'come dance with me,' she said as she pulled him. 'I don't want to dance, my lady, i want to cool off,' he said,teasing her. she got frustrated and took a handful of water and splashed him. 'now are you cooled off?' she said and smiled. 'your going to get whats coming for you after splashing me!' he said and took off to chase her. she laughed and ran, 'no sir, your to slow to catch me!' she said, teasingly. 'we'll see bout that!' and he ran harder, faster. trying to catch her up. she had difficulty to run in her gown but she was glad she didn't wear the wires or it'll make her slower. her hair flew in the wind. and she laugh happily.

no sooner her laughter ended, he caught her from the waist and pulled her down. they both tumble on the sand, breathing heavily. 'see? i caught you,' he said as he struggle to catch his breath. she was lying on the sand and he was lying on top of her, pinning her on the ground. 'I'm sorry,' he said as he got up. 'its okay. i had fun.' she said and smile as he helped her up. together, they stroll along the beach to get her shoes back. the guilt in him grew stronger. 'my lady, i have to tell you something,' he began but he was cut short when he heard he yelled in pain. 'my lady, whats wrong?' he asked her, full of concern. 'i think i twisted my ankle,' she said and began to get up but as soon as she put some weight on her left leg, she fell. he hold her waist, carried her on his back. 'there, you don't have to walk anymore, my lady.' he said. she was grateful to him but annoyed cause he kept calling her 'my lady'. she buried her head on his neck.

after a few minutes, they reached the tree. he sat her down on the sand and helped her wear her shoes. she smiled at him when he touched her legs. she got up and started to walk as soon as he put her shoes on her feet. he started at her in surprise. 'your leg...' he said and realised he has been tricked. she smiled and said, 'that's to get you back for pinning me on the sand.' he laughed at her and ran towards her. he pinned her on the sand again. 'this, my lady, is to get you back for tricking me.' he said with a laugh. she laughed with him, her heart was pounding in her chest. she have forgotten about him when shes playing with his half brother.

after a few minutes, they were resting in the room. her lipstick has been smudge and her gown was crumpet, her hair was in a terrible mess. and both of them were breathing deeply. she was sitting on his lap. 'i need to redo my hair and make up.' she said, she fumbling in her purse for her make up and comb as she walk towards the mirror. he got up and put his hands around her waist. 'i love you the moment i set my eyes on you,' he said. 'or rather my boobs.' she said and laugh heartily. 'give me a moment then we're ready to make you friend's eyes pop out when you're with me.' she said and combed her hair.

'my lady, i need to tell you something. it's important.' he said. 'yes?' she said, looking at him while they are walking back to the ball. he hesitated. she look so innocent. he took a deep breath and as he opened his mouth, he saw her looking at his half brother with their aunt's daughter by his side. his hands on her waist and she look lovingly at him. he cursed to show her the site. she ran back to the dark and silently wept there. he followed her, wishing he could tell her earlier. 'you knew about this, didn't you?' she asked him, feeling hurt and heartbroken. 'and you were going to tell me about this but i wasn't listening.' he opened his mouth but close it again and nod a simple yes. he walked towards her, 'i love you,' he said and he helped her up. 'I'm thinking of getting them back.' 'getting them back?' she asked. 'i mean revenge, my lady.' he explained. she smiled through her tears. revenge she mouthed the word. 'i over heard her saying they are the most handsome couple in the ball. but, my lady, we're the finest couple there.' her eyes glinted dangerously under the moonlight.




and i woke up... == dis dream is weird and sweet. i'm not the girl. i'm mostly at the camera view... =P hope u enjoy my dream.. =]
and oh yeah. in the end. she went with the guy that was playing with her at the beach and his half brother whom brought the pink gown for his aunt's daughter they went off together in shame and they have a beautiful daughter who is a physco. she claims she sees things that are supernatural. lol... =]
hope you'l love my dream n envy it!
muahahahahhahaaaaa... =]

pps: i took 4 hrs 2 write dis dream.. =]
: since 3pm-7pm
: hahaha.. lol.. =]

the last few days

its been a long time since i 'blog' in.. well, i'm going 2 tok about my last few happy days i spent wid marissa.. and dats [darn it, i cnt find d calender][found it!] wednesday, thursday n friday. lets tok about

WEDNESDAY(24/12) 1st.. =]

on wednesday, i went 2 watch ovie wid marissa... ok, fine. not movie.. but MOVIES! =P

we watched THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL n BERVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA...

reached at 1U at about 10 sumthin, went to get tickets.. ran al d way 2 old wing 2 find d post office. n since we cnt find it, we ran 2 new wing n found it. after postin her letter, she wanna buy a gift 4 her fren. ran al d way 2 SnJ 2 get a present, at d last minute she didnt get it.. ==

went to a RM5 shop(and dats old wing) 2 look 4 a box. found a box, didnt get d present.. ==
ran al d way 2 SnJ again 2 get it.. (new wing)... den we went to watch movie..

the day the earth stood still is nice, mostly bout aliens. bought 15 nuggets, a large coke n a bag of chips 2 share... lol.. after d movie, we went to d post office n unluckily, marissa 4gotten 2 write down d dam address.. ==

texted him twice n he nvr bloody reply me. called him once, twice n he picked it up.. ==

got d address 4 he didnt give d dam post code! ARGH! IDIOT! pissed off but didnt show. lol...

l8er, went to get lunch n our lunch is juice. lol... very fillin.. =P
went to watch beverly hills chihuahua. it was nice. he texted her his postcode.. AT LAST! == went to d post offince.. again. post d thing.. AT LAST!

went 4 christmas shoppin! =D

bought a 20 plus toy 4 sister.. ==

and a 30 plus toy 4 my couzin....

spend about 140 plus dat day.. =O

wel, at d old wing, i saw this couple (below)

her hand is in his poket! =O gross much.. --^

l8er, we were walkin around teddy tales, we say dis lala.. == i mean ew.. == (below)

her socks! =O --^

not much 2 say already.. =P

and btw, this is a deco in 1u.. =]

ok, now lets tok about.....

THURSDAY[a.k.a christmas day] (18/12)

on thursday, i went to marissa's church and watch sum play.no offence but i think its.... BORIN!!

i mean come on, its juz singing, dancin n tellin stories. almost slept dere but thank fully, i got marissa's camera 2 play.. =P

l8er, we went 2 megamal(i think) and we saw this lala guy.. =O (below)

ew... == lol... pink jacket n it isnt cold... AT ALL!!! =O

heres a few pictures of d mall's deco... =]

now den, in d car, i was so bored, i started takin random pictures.. =P

examples.. =P

dis is a picture of her bro, i took it cause its my 1st time seein a guy sittin lik dat.. lol..

lol... shes holdin mushrooms.. =P

lol.. =P

dis photo was taken when i put my fon on her lap n click d button.. =P haha...

a few minutes l8er, her bro kinda nod off.. lol.. =]

HEY! i was bored ok? =]

d dude look likes hes pee-in o.o gross! lol.. but hes juz standin.. =P

dats all about christmas day. on oh btw, when i reached home, i slept until 7pm.. =P wicked... lol...now its on FRIDAY (26/12) d day i went to GENTING!! DA VERY 1ST TIME!!! =]

d ride dere was stupid. got sick but didnt vomit. my stomach wasnt feeln gud when were up d hill. lol.. sucks... haha.. =] went 2 sit d spinner 1st. it was trillin n fun. l8er, we went to sit d Malaysia's 1st Roller Coaster. n boy, i underesterm8 dat thing. w8ted at about 1hr dere. lol... i scream my lungs out cause it was scary. n my ass flew off d sit! =O dam.. lol...

here r d views i took when were in d cable car. =]

d cable car place.

d mist

lol.. after d rollar coaster, we sit d most stupidest sit eva... == d pirates train.. == dats seriously stupid.. lol... den we went to the mine thingi.. heres a photo of my sis n our fren.. =]

d boat was movin, i couldnt get a gud shot at it.

i sat bhind yvonne. n we scream when the boat got up d thing. ==

we got nuthin 2 hold on but 2 rolls of metal. if we let go, we'l slide down. lol...

we chat about n hour when we driftin at d 'river' lol... it was fun.

my sister n our fren went to book a place 4 us 2 sit at d mine train.. woot.. =]

heres a veiw of it juz out side d train. lol.. d ride was COOL! i screamed n hold both my hands up.. lol... it was xcitin.. =P haha..

we played at gentin until 4.30pm. yeah, its so fast. lol.. we went to ripley's museum, n i wanted 2 sit d train 2 d haunted house but were short on money.. =/ we spent at about 1 n a half hour dere. =] stuff dere is so interestin. lol.. n dey hav a 'magic' gate dere.. it says, dose hu hav d magic touch can open d gate. i touch d gate n it didnt open.. == so i said, its a lie. a fake. n a dude came n press 1 side of d gate n presto, d gate opened. my jaw fell open. i was lik shit! =O

it was so cool =]

when we went home, my eye lids cnt even open n my ouser hurts like shit. lol..

gentin is....

lol... =P i wanna go bak dere n play my heart out. lol.. =P

OMG! JEREMY STIL OWES ME A CLOUD NINE!!! =O

lol!! read my older post n saw it.. da da dummmm...
JEREMY CHOONG ZHI XIE
owes me A cloud nine!!!

-winks- =P

ok ppl.. listen up!
i no my blog's dead..
i mean COME ON!!!
my life is as borin n dead as dis blog ok? ==
is not lik u ppl even come 2 my blog..==
my penang ahyee checked my stuff 2 day..
instead of puttin dem bak, she threw it away! ==
btw.. i... i... I CUT MY HAIR!!! T^T

its lik 6inch GONE!! T^T
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ps: i hope my couz, yvonne,'s mom can go 2 gentin! =P
if she can, muh family can!! =P
WOOHOOO!!! GENTIN HERE I COME!!! =P

HOME!!!

YAY!!

i'm bak n ready 2 rap.... lol

penang was....er.... BORIN!!! ==

it was so borin til my sister kips on tokin 2 things... leme show u.. =]

dis was d very 1st human she toked 2.. she was sayin..

'ELLO!!! i lik u!!!'

den she got jealous of its body.. so she said..

'i hate u.. yr so thin.. =/'

later on, at gurney plaza.... she saw dis human n think shes HOT!!! ==

she told me she wanna tok 2 her, but i pulled her away cause our mom is walkin away.. LOL... look at dat fish eyes.. =P

at d restorant, we saw a couple of kids playin wid bubbles.. =D

i was lik.. WHOA... such a big bubble... =P

can u see it? =]

heres a dog dat is HALF BLIND!! 0.0 =O

its rite eye is lik cocked n blind.. =/ T^T

l8er, we went 2 sum place i dun remember.. == lol.. =P

my aunt,

her daughter,

baby girl, bretteny goh

and baby boy, kenneth goh..

and yeah, d baby girl.. bit my hand, use her head 2 hit my side ribs and hit my upper chest.. ==

tok about bullyin me..

if i snao, shes d-e-a-d.... =P

no.. serious.. == (<-- my serious face)

lol.... not much happen.. stay at home n read... =P

ate d most yummy sushi eva.. n my aunty made it!! =O

slept most of d time in d bas 2 day on d way home.. 4hrs.. =P

MUAHAHAA... =]

my aunty is stayin here.. in my room.. ==

i hope she wont fart it my room.. X=

lol.... i'm off 2 play my game.. =]

buh bye... =]