i have a dream last night. it was weird yet romantic. it started of like dis...
she was trying 2 measure something and she invited her friends to help her. she was trying to measure the wall size or rather how long is his arms compare to hers. she lined her friends into one straight line, carefully stretch their arms out. slowly she compare. and she came to his arms, she blushed, her heart beating wildly in her chest. she felt him breathing deeply. she smiled to herself. finally, she sat on her bed, frustrated because she cant measure properly. he looked into her eyes, he stepped forward 4rm his line. he cant hold it back anymore. as he stepped forward from his line, he hugged her.
she was shocked. she hugged him back, turned her head so she could face his neck. slowly and gently kiss and lick his neck and she sighed deeply. she heard him muttering. she listen carefully, wondering what is he saying. she heard him counting softly to himself. '1,2,3,4,5,6,7.....' she smiled and buried her head on his shoulder. she realised her friends are still here, she looked up and saw her friends looking at her, some smiling, some blushed and one. one particular one was staring at them both. his eyes was full of anger and sadness. she realised that one was his brother. she gasped softly to herself, 'i didn't invite him, did i?' she wondered to herself.
he was relief she didn't pushed herself away from him. 'she must have love me as i love her.' he thought, continue-in counting. as he reached a number 23, she pulled herself away from him. they looked at each other and slowly, he got up and stand back to his line, feeling quite sad that she pulled herself away from him. 'she must not have love me as i love her deeply,' he thought sadly. he felt foolish to hugged her like that. 'but she kiss and lick my neck,' he thought 'I'm very confuse. does she love me or not?' he sighed sadly to himself. and he heard a chucked. a laughter that he hated most. he turned his head to the left and saw his bro or rather half brother smiling triumphantly to himself.
he couldn't help but smile to himself. he was relief that she pulled herself away from him. but he was angry to see her kiss and lick his neck. he was angry to hear her sighed deeply. he yawned and saw everyone looking at him. 'is this over yet, madame? I'm very tired and i need to get home before night falls in. my, i mean our parents might be getting worried,' he said as he look at his half brother. 'yes, you all may go home now. I'm very glad to see you all help me,' she said, smiling while opening her door for her guests. as he almost reached the door, she stopped him. he looked at her surprisingly, but in return, she smiled her dazzling smile at him. he relaxed and felt her hand slipped into his. 'she must have love me!' he thought happily. she pulled him to her closet and there they stood, facing each other.
'here,' she said as she opened her closet door, 'i heard you need some gowns for your aunt's daughter. i have so many here i could spare one or two to her.' he stood there, disappointed that she didn't love him as he suspected. she only wants him to take a gown or two to his aunt. 'thanks.' was all he could choked out and he took a pretty pink gown from her closet. and he turned to get out of the room. as he turn, he saw the closet door was blocking the way out. 'I'm glad you hugged me,' he heard her say softly. 'i was going to cry in frustration until you hugged me.' he turned toward her. she took the gown from him and put it on the floor. slowly, she walked up towards him, and gently kissed him on the lips.
he was surprise and when he was recovered, he kissed her back, passionately. her right hand was tangled in his hair and her left hand was on his shoulder for support so she wont fall. both of his hands were on her waist, pulling her closer to his body. and his right hand slowly climbed to her hair and he took out the pin, causing her dark hair to fall on her bare shoulders. he dropped the pin on the floor and his hand was tangled in her hair. they kissed quietly yet fiercely. several minutes later, he pulled himself away from her, both of them was breathing heavily after the kiss.
her hand was no longer tangled in his hair and his hand was no longer in her hair but on her waist. 'i have to go,' he said after catching his breath. he reached down to grab the gown. 'will you be here tomorrow? for the dance i mean,' she asked him unexpectedly. he looked at her and nod. 'yes, I'll be here. I'll be here for you,' he said softly. she closed the closet door and walked him towards her room. 'please be here early,' she said and waved a goodbye. she saw him nod and walk away, with the pink gown on his right hand.
he saw his half brother walked out of the room with a gown on his right hand from the balcony behind her house. he was hiding behind her curtains and jumped down to the beach as soon as his half brother walked out of the room. he knew what did both of them did even though he couldn't see them and was angry yet heartbroken by their action. he was foolish to love her when he knew she loved his half brother. hot tears form in his eyes and they tickled slowly down his cheek. he wipe them furiously with his sleeve. 'I'm such a fool!' he said and sat heavily on a stone, facing the wide sea. warm wind began to blow on his face. he buried his face in both his hands and wept. 'i knew i shouldn't have go to her house.' he said, feeling full of regret. he jumped down from the stone and saw a shell. he picked it up and put it in his pocket. suddenly, he heard his name, he wiped his tears as saw her on her balcony waving to him.
she saw him from her balcony and was waving and shouting as loudly as she dared to him. 'what does she want from me?' he wondered to himself as he jogged towards the balcony. he couldn't resist her even though he knew she doesn't love him and love his half brother. still, she was his best friend and he need to be at her aid. she asked him to climb up to her balcony so she wont have to shout and wake the whole family. grunting to himself, he climbed her balcony using the vines she installed herself so she can escape from her family to the beach or rather so her suit will come in her room without her parents knowing. at last he arrived she stepped backwards so he can have space to come in. to her, he was her best friend and she always go to him if she have a problem. loving him never cross her mind before.
she hugged him a friendly hug and he hugged her back without any hesitation. she could smell the sea on his shirt and he could smell her flowery perfume. he hugged her tightly, wanting her to know he wants her deeply. at last, she broke their hug and smile sweetly at him. 'I knew you would come,' she said. 'and i remember i didn't invite you. what brings you here just now?' he was shocked at her question and glad she didn't on her light so she couldn't see his facial expression. she walked toward her bed and sat there, waiting patiently for his answer. 'you didn't invite your best friend and i was hurt. i heard you invited my half brother whom you never talk to him before or even talked about him before. so i thought it was weird.' he lied to her as he walk towards her bed and sat next to her.
he felt her looking at him as he looked at his shoe. her hand touched his cheek and guide his face to look at her. 'look at me,' she whispered. 'i can explain why i didn't invite you here.' he look into her eyes, her hand still touching his cheek like she doesn't want to let him go. 'i heard you went away for... something. and i didn't know when you will be back,' she explained. 'so, instead of inviting you, i invited your brother.' 'half brother.' he cut in. 'half brother.' she repeated. 'i do hope you will forgive me.' she said and her hand slid from his cheek and was on his thigh. his thigh tingles as her hand rests on it. he looked at her hand then at her face. 'i forgive you,' he whispered and he leaned forward to kiss her.
she kissed him back and wondered what was she doing. she cant betray him. she pushed him away from her, horrified for kissing him back. 'I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.' she said after she caught her breath. he looked at her and sighed. 'i better get going.' he said, feeling disappointed and got up. she watched him climbed down the balcony. 'what possessed me to kiss him?' she asked herself and shook her head. she then touch her lips, 'hes a good kisser' she said and she giggled to herself. she changed into her white silk night gown and lie on her soft comforter. 'tomorrow is going to be a pleasant day,' she said and sleep. 'yes, a pleasant day.' he said after hearing her.
he stepped out of the dark and into the moonlight in her room. he jumped down from the balcony and ran home. quietly, he climbed to his room and jumped into his window. as soon as his boots touches the floor, the light was turned on. 'what took you so long?' he heard a voice hissed. 'i was strolling on the beach what else?' he snapped back at his half brother, he knew it was a white lie. after the beach, he went to see her. his half brother laughed as though it was a joke. 'prove.' he said, hes eyes glinted dangerously in the light. he took a step back, knowing he had fooled with his half brother's so called girlfriend. his head was whirling to find prove he went to the beach. then he felt something in his pocket. the shell! trying to hide his smile, he took the pretty shell out of his pocket. 'this, half brother, is prove i went to the beach,' he said. 'and that,' he pointed at the sand trail behind him. 'is too a prove.'
his half brother spoke the truth. he did went to the beach. his eyes darted from the shell to the sand trail. 'i warned you, if u touch her, you'll feel my fist on your face.' he snarled. 'get to bed, tomorrow is going to be a hard day, we need to see our aunt's daughter.' his half brother put the shell behind his dresser where his half brother couldn't see it, clear up the sand and change into his night clothes and went to bed.
the next day, both half brothers saw their unrelated aunt's daughter. she was a fine young lady who came to visit. she was pretty and attracted their attention. 'are you invite to the ball, madame?' he asked her, hoping she's invited. 'yes, monsieur, i am invited to her ball.' she said, full of polite. his face was lighted up with delight, he couldn't wait until she wore the gown he brought her. at that night, he was glad she could go to the ball and fit in the beautiful pink gown. however, his half brother was upset of something. but he take no attention.
as soon as their carriage arrived at her house, he guide her to her house. she was impressed of her house. 'may i have this dance?' he asked her. she was very happy to dance with him. his half brother, standing a side in the dark corner, sipping his wine. 'how could he betrayed her? they kissed in her room last night and now its like he have forgotten about it.' he thought and shook his head. 'i must not let her know or get the wrong impression.' suddenly, he heard people around him gasped. it must be her coming down the stairs.
many girls there was dressed in pale pink, baby blue or light yellow like the sun. but she was dressed in a color that no one ever thought of wearing. she was dressed in a blood red gown. it never cross her mind of wearing the wires under her dress. she stood there, bold in red. her hair wasn't clipped up as she used to. she let it loose, black locks resting on her shoulder. her lips was blood red as though she drank blood to make her lips that color. she stood there, proud and waiting for him to come and escort her. instead if him, his half brother came. she couldn't see him anywhere in her sight. 'he must be late then,' she thought. his half brother took her and escort her down. he whispered softly in her ear, 'hes going to be late. he needs to entertain our aunt's daughter.' she sighed in relief.
everyone was looking at them as they dance in the middle of the dance floor. most man are wearing white or light blue. but he was wearing a black suit. as they dance together, girls cursed themselves for wearing such pale colors and not bold colors like her and most of their partners drool over her; men cursed as their partners are envy of her for dancing with such fine suitor. but most of them just sighed for she and him are going to be such a great couple. they didn't know that her real so called boyfriend is in a room, snogging his aunt's daughter fiercely. they dance together until the song ended. she smiled at him and he smiled at her. she took his hand and pulled him away from the crowd out to the beach where the sea breeze blew.
he wasn't thinking of anything but kissing his aunt's daughter. he has a very powerful urge of ripping her clothes off and do it right there. 'maybe tonight, in her room.' he chuckled to himself and continued kissing her. from her lips, to her neck down to her exposed chest. she sighed when he was making a love bite on her neck and giggle in delight when he lifted her up and put her on his lap and kissed her. never in her life she kiss this fiercely and she have a sudden urge to do it.
she laughed in delight as she ran on the beach. she took her shoes off and threw it to a tree near by. she twirled as the wind blow. he look at her dancing by herself under the soft moonlight. she stopped dancing as soon as she realise he isn't dancing with her. 'come dance with me,' she said as she pulled him. 'I don't want to dance, my lady, i want to cool off,' he said,teasing her. she got frustrated and took a handful of water and splashed him. 'now are you cooled off?' she said and smiled. 'your going to get whats coming for you after splashing me!' he said and took off to chase her. she laughed and ran, 'no sir, your to slow to catch me!' she said, teasingly. 'we'll see bout that!' and he ran harder, faster. trying to catch her up. she had difficulty to run in her gown but she was glad she didn't wear the wires or it'll make her slower. her hair flew in the wind. and she laugh happily.
no sooner her laughter ended, he caught her from the waist and pulled her down. they both tumble on the sand, breathing heavily. 'see? i caught you,' he said as he struggle to catch his breath. she was lying on the sand and he was lying on top of her, pinning her on the ground. 'I'm sorry,' he said as he got up. 'its okay. i had fun.' she said and smile as he helped her up. together, they stroll along the beach to get her shoes back. the guilt in him grew stronger. 'my lady, i have to tell you something,' he began but he was cut short when he heard he yelled in pain. 'my lady, whats wrong?' he asked her, full of concern. 'i think i twisted my ankle,' she said and began to get up but as soon as she put some weight on her left leg, she fell. he hold her waist, carried her on his back. 'there, you don't have to walk anymore, my lady.' he said. she was grateful to him but annoyed cause he kept calling her 'my lady'. she buried her head on his neck.
after a few minutes, they reached the tree. he sat her down on the sand and helped her wear her shoes. she smiled at him when he touched her legs. she got up and started to walk as soon as he put her shoes on her feet. he started at her in surprise. 'your leg...' he said and realised he has been tricked. she smiled and said, 'that's to get you back for pinning me on the sand.' he laughed at her and ran towards her. he pinned her on the sand again. 'this, my lady, is to get you back for tricking me.' he said with a laugh. she laughed with him, her heart was pounding in her chest. she have forgotten about him when shes playing with his half brother.
after a few minutes, they were resting in the room. her lipstick has been smudge and her gown was crumpet, her hair was in a terrible mess. and both of them were breathing deeply. she was sitting on his lap. 'i need to redo my hair and make up.' she said, she fumbling in her purse for her make up and comb as she walk towards the mirror. he got up and put his hands around her waist. 'i love you the moment i set my eyes on you,' he said. 'or rather my boobs.' she said and laugh heartily. 'give me a moment then we're ready to make you friend's eyes pop out when you're with me.' she said and combed her hair.
'my lady, i need to tell you something. it's important.' he said. 'yes?' she said, looking at him while they are walking back to the ball. he hesitated. she look so innocent. he took a deep breath and as he opened his mouth, he saw her looking at his half brother with their aunt's daughter by his side. his hands on her waist and she look lovingly at him. he cursed to show her the site. she ran back to the dark and silently wept there. he followed her, wishing he could tell her earlier. 'you knew about this, didn't you?' she asked him, feeling hurt and heartbroken. 'and you were going to tell me about this but i wasn't listening.' he opened his mouth but close it again and nod a simple yes. he walked towards her, 'i love you,' he said and he helped her up. 'I'm thinking of getting them back.' 'getting them back?' she asked. 'i mean revenge, my lady.' he explained. she smiled through her tears. revenge she mouthed the word. 'i over heard her saying they are the most handsome couple in the ball. but, my lady, we're the finest couple there.' her eyes glinted dangerously under the moonlight.
and i woke up... == dis dream is weird and sweet. i'm not the girl. i'm mostly at the camera view... =P hope u enjoy my dream.. =]
and oh yeah. in the end. she went with the guy that was playing with her at the beach and his half brother whom brought the pink gown for his aunt's daughter they went off together in shame and they have a beautiful daughter who is a physco. she claims she sees things that are supernatural. lol... =]
hope you'l love my dream n envy it!
muahahahahhahaaaaa... =]
pps: i took 4 hrs 2 write dis dream.. =]
: since 3pm-7pm
: hahaha.. lol.. =]
Monday, December 29, 2008
a dream [i edited a bit]
Sunday, December 28, 2008
the last few days
its been a long time since i 'blog' in.. well, i'm going 2 tok about my last few happy days i spent wid marissa.. and dats [darn it, i cnt find d calender][found it!] wednesday, thursday n friday. lets tok about
ran al d way 2 SnJ again 2 get it.. (new wing)... den we went to watch movie..
went to watch beverly hills chihuahua. it was nice. he texted her his postcode.. AT LAST! == went to d post offince.. again. post d thing.. AT LAST!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
OMG! JEREMY STIL OWES ME A CLOUD NINE!!! =O
lol!! read my older post n saw it.. da da dummmm...
JEREMY CHOONG ZHI XIE
owes me A cloud nine!!!
-winks- =P
ok ppl.. listen up!
i no my blog's dead..
i mean COME ON!!!
my life is as borin n dead as dis blog ok? ==
is not lik u ppl even come 2 my blog..==
my penang ahyee checked my stuff 2 day..
instead of puttin dem bak, she threw it away! ==
btw.. i... i... I CUT MY HAIR!!! T^T
its lik 6inch GONE!! T^T
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ps: i hope my couz, yvonne,'s mom can go 2 gentin! =P
if she can, muh family can!! =P
WOOHOOO!!! GENTIN HERE I COME!!! =P
Thursday, December 18, 2008
HOME!!!
dis was d very 1st human she toked 2.. she was sayin..
den she got jealous of its body.. so she said..
later on, at gurney plaza.... she saw dis human n think shes HOT!!! ==
can u see it? =]
its rite eye is lik cocked n blind.. =/ T^T
Saturday, December 6, 2008
laziness
woooottt....
laziness rulez!! wwooohoooooooooooo
dam, 2morrow is d concert. == so not lookin 4ward 4 it.. ==
i gotta freakin wake up at bout 7 plus. ==
i gotta freakin usher....
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T^T
yeah, i think my blog is kinda dead.. =P hahaa.. =Pwoooohoooooooooooooooo.....
suga lvl dam high.. =P
i'm going 2 penang on friday... ==
some nephew of mines bday...
WHY??? on top of dat, my couz isnt going!!! NOOOO
i nid sum1 at my age 2 tok 2 me!!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T
I DUN WANNA GO PENANG!!! T^T
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
crappin lik shit.. SORZ HUMANS!!! =]
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
love
hmm... what does love means anyway? lemme check wikipedia.. brb....
now its 2.46pm..
its.... 2.47pm n i found out wad does LOVE means.. ==
Love means.....
Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection.
The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my girlfriend"). This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.[3] Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.
The Defination of Love~
The English word "love" can have a variety of related but distinct meanings in different contexts. Often, other languages use multiple words to express some of the different concepts that English relies mainly on "love" to encapsulate; one example is the plurality of Greek words for "love." Cultural differences in conceptualizing love thus make it doubly difficult to establish any universal definition.[4]
Although the nature or essence of love is a subject of frequent debate, different aspects of the word can be clarified by determining what isn't love. As a general expression of positive sentiment (a stronger form of like), love is commonly contrasted with hate (or neutral apathy); as a less sexual and more emotionally intimate form of romantic attachment, love is commonly contrasted with lust; and as an interpersonal relationship with romantic overtones, love is commonly contrasted with friendship, although other definitions of the word love may be applied to close friendships in certain contexts.
When discussed in the abstract, love usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience felt by a person for another person. Love often involves caring for or identifying with a person or thing, including oneself (cf. narcissism).
In addition to cross-cultural differences in understanding love, ideas about love have also changed greatly over time. Some historians date modern conceptions of romantic love to courtly Europe during or after the Middle Ages, although the prior existence of romantic attachments is attested by ancient love poetry.
Because of the complex and abstract nature of love, discourse on love is commonly reduced to a thought-terminating cliché, and there are a number of common proverbs regarding love, from Virgil's "Love conquers all" to The Beatles' "All you need is love." Bertrand Russell describes love as a condition of "absolute value," as opposed to relative value. Theologian Thomas Jay Oord said that to love is to "act intentionally, in sympathetic response to others, to promote overall well-being."
wad 2 post?
like d title says, what 2 post?
deres nothin 2 tok about.. ==
not much 2 tok 2..
d com is gettin borin n borin.. ==
i stayed away 4rm the com for about 3 days n surprisinly, it rawk! =P
but watchin tv sucks.. == seriously.. SERIOUSLY!
god.. i wanna go 2 yvonne's house.. here is juz so plain born..
i wanna get waste dere.. ==
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ==
boredness.. ==
my days here r freakin bored.. oh! did i mention i bought i new fon?
d camera suck though(1mb).. == but its a walkman fon! (yeah babeh)
listenin 2 song everyday..
sigh, mom force me 2 go 4 choir.. == i h8 it!
i asked one of the leader, what r we wearin on dat day?
oh! she said, a dress...
n dat hit me.. A DRESS??? GOD! no way i'm wearin a stinkin freakin lil dress! NOOOOOO
thank god i didnt ask any of my frens 2 go..
i'l die!
she came bak 4rm hongkong i dunno when.. -raise right eyebrow up-
sigh.. freakin jealous.. == she get 2 go out station n i get 2 stay at home n waste myself..
oh, btw. d fridge spoiled! NOOOOOO!!!!!! d choco's are meltin! no ice!! NO COLD WATER!!!
dats stupid. == i slept at 4.30 this morin.. woke up at 8 plus i think.. ==
tired. havin stupid choir l8er.. when on9 yesterday 2 find themes 4 muh fon..
btw, my fon dont hav VIDEO! of all things, video.. ==
SHIT MAN!
waste waste waste.. dats what i'm doing..
waste waste waste...
i'm havin weird dreams l8tly, cnt share dem though, its my lil secreat dreams..
very weird.. i even dreamt bout YAN KEE!!! of all person, i dreamt bout her..
i even dream bout my standered 6 frens.. == weirddd
Mr.Jay(a.k.a quan feng) toked 2 me on msn yesterday..
n u no wad was he tokin bout????
ANDREA...
of all ppl is her.. ==
i rather tok bout yankee den her... GOD!
n he even brought d pass bak here.. ==
stupid.. idiot lil boy.. =D
lol.. not much 2 tok bout. going 2 penang.. i think on december..
i wanna waste dere.. cause dere got d beach(but i dun really lik it beats here though)
n my dad say he's gonna book a hotel IF we go dere..
ahh! aircon n most importantly, candy.. =P
i hope he book 2 rooms, one for my n muh sis =D
and one for d parents... lol.. =]
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
dead or alive?
dead or alive ppl..
if say, yr mom let u choose... dead or dancin..
i'l choose dead... ya noe why?
1) i cnt dance
2) if i'm dead, i wont embarrass myself
3) u cnt feel anythin when yr dead
4) i juz lik 2 die ok???
dats all...
DEAD OR ALIVE?
depression rulez
sigh.. i'm freakin depressed rite now.. n 4 wad?
okok... deres dis guy. my fren n dis gal, my other fren..
they both are bf n gf.. until sumthin came up.. i kept thinkin its my fault.
okok.. when d guy is always on, i'l tok 2 him, leavin d gal alone.
so she broke or he broked up..
i felt lik its my fault. causin dis 2 happen.
is it my fault? is it?
l8er, i toked 2 dem n it turns out, dey hav no love 4 each other(onli d girl has)
n i tried tokin 2 him. but he ignored me.
tellin me 2 dropped it.
n in d end, i fixed it.
but he broked up wid her.
makin me feel sad. n he pushed her 2 me...
i felt so bad 4 her.. Y?
so now, he aint tokin 2 me.
should i apologize?
or not???
think i did.. took guts man... GUTS! i'm not d kind of gal hu likes 2 say sorz...
but in d end i did... sigh~
Sunday, November 9, 2008
CHECK OUT DIS WEBSITE!!!
HEY GALS! CHECK OUT DIS WEBSITE! TOTAL HOTNESS... XD =]
http://www.myspace.com/leon4lyf3
double ouch
cumon.. d reason why i nvr read ppls blog its bcause... well
dey hurt ppls feelings alright???
CUMON!! ITS D PAST DAM IT!!!!!
god.. sum ppl aint got nuthin 2 do
go 2 my blog n freakin copy n paste my stuff...
EVEN I FOR GOTTEN BOUT IT! ==
u wan me 2 remeember bout d past is it?
d past where i'm FREAKIN JEALOUS??
d past where i'm HURT???
BACKSTABBED???
LONELY???
u wan me 2 remember al dose? it hurts u noe? it seriously hurts..
sadly, u aint me. u hav a freakin better life den me. u hav frens dat likes u for hu u are. n not h8 u for hu u r.. I MEAN SERIOUSLY!! i got BACKSTABBED BY A FREAKIN FORM 1!!!
n 2 think hes nice... GOD! so wad if u h8 cats? its not lik i'm gonna kill u or anythin..
TG DAT D HOLS ARE HERE!!!
I DUN WANNA SEE D FREAKIN FACES EVER AGAIN!!!!
i dun wanna b remembered bout my freakin past. i tried 2 b a better human. guess i failed huh?
w-ell, if u dun wanna stick wid me, go ahead go wid sum one else.
SEE IF I FREAKIN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im a girl hu hates ppl takin pity on me! makes me feel like sum kind of pussy! >=(
MY BLOGS SO NOT DEAD!
okok.. 2 prove my blog is not dead here i am,typing.. XD teehee =] (<--- my new com smiley face)
so i went on9 for bout 8hrs... XD SWEET!! frm 7-3am sleep at 4am.. wake up at 7am... XD
YES!!! ON9 FROM 7-3am, SLEEP AT 4AM AND WAKES UP AT 7AM!! XD BEAT DAT!!! XD
wanted 2 stay awake d whole nite but my dad dint let me... joykiller.. =.= XD
bored... mom bought a book for me.. sweet bout murders.. XD MUAHAHAHAA..
went 2 walk-in-rent-a-book an rent 3books... XD nice...
its gonna be a booky/com hols.. XD
mom says she's gonna bring me 2 gentin.. dun really blive her.. couz says hes gonna brin me 2 gentin... -cross fingers, hopin he'l keep his promise-
haha... XP bored... XP cnt w8 2 go genting.. CAN w8 2 go penang..
CUM ON! its so freakin BORED! why do i wanna go dere? see my couz's baby? =.=
sigh.. i go dere n play sims onli... not fun..
credit runnin low.. DAM IT!!! DAMDATION(o.o a new word.. XP)
hahaaa.. signin off now... might cum in n write a story here l8er.. tatazzz...
btw, hus ??? LOL
Friday, October 24, 2008
its been a long time
my life sucks.. lil did i noe dat JUSTIN FONG hav been sayin my bad bhind my bak...
i mean CUM ON! wad did i do wrong? being kinda lonely dis days.. marissa keep on asking me questions, i dun mind tellin her.. its juz dat she wans me 2 ask her questions.. =.= GOD!! sumthin is FREAKIN WRONG WID D INTERNET!! i cnt use d laptop... Y???
i miss him.. scared he'l b like, i juz met her n she juz like dumped me.. I'M NOT DUMPIN U!!! ITS JUZ DAT MY CONNECTION SUCKS!!! T^T NOOO!!!!!!!
playin game rite now.. its bout backstabbin.. DAM NICE!!! XD
http://games.the-n.com/games/slasher/
Saturday, October 11, 2008
yeah.. i'm bored.. XD
yeah, like d tittle says, I'M BORED BABEH!! XD
now, let me do sumthin.. hmmm... ah!!
I WANNA PLAY CHESS!!! XD
cause i keep on winning!!! XD
yeah.. i'm a WINNER!!! XD
woot woot!!! XD
I MA WINNER!!!!
ok.. let me say this..
WHO UP FOR CHESS??? LET PLAY!!! MY HOUSE/SCHOOL or ANYWHERE.. hahaa..
cum as long as u hav d guts 2 get yr butt kick in chess... XD tee hee.. XD
Friday, October 10, 2008
typical me
yes ppl... typical me..
lawl..
sum times, i wish i'm a guy.. yes.. sumtimes..
ya noe why? so i can b rough n all..
not like sum girly girl hu's afraid of lil things like dirt.. -.-
not onli dat, i like 2 play rough...
-.- unlik sum female human hu broke their nail n start wailin.. -.-
stupid aint it? its juz a nail..
i like 2 get hurt.. makes me laugh.. lawl..
yeah... n weirdly, sum guys wish 2 b females.. 0.0
yeah.. female.. 0.0
dey tebd 2 hold pink bag, pink pencil box, pink everythin(includin underwear) O.O
shockin aint it?
i call dem..... AQUAS... or... PONDANS... haha
we-ll sum ppl wish 2 b both..
unisex... like d earth worm.... XP
haha.. like both guys N girls.. lawl
yesterday wuz d best day of my ENTIRE life.. XD
haha.. as i said, yesterday was d best day of my entire life...
i feel like bloggin it in, but on 2md thought i dun 1.. XD
sry ppl.. if ya wanna noe, juz ask me.. XP
haha...
now a days, i realise, d more i hang out wid my 'peeps' d more i get closer 2 dem..
*plays d song "closer" by neon*
haha
well, my peeps are, Ashley, Huiling, Marissa n sum other humans...
yes, i noe sum ppl may dun like any of dem,
but now i realise, why do u guys h8 dem?
d more u hang out wid dem, d more you'l like dem...
so listen 2 my advice... hang out wid d ones u h8.. XD
and in no time, u guys wil b PEEPS!!! XP
LATER ON~
okay u noe wad? i h8 dis post ALOT!!! i mean dam it.. since WHEN i say ppl h8s Ashley??? GOD!!! even i dun take my advice.. cum on... =.= yeah i noe my blog sucks.. SO WAD??? =.=
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Chess set
its been a long time since i blogged...(i think)
wel, today, went to atria and walked around... bought sum stuff...
but sadly, my NEW pen fell and i lost it.. T^T (it cost 2.10!!!)
ah well... den went to sum sale in atria...
bought this glass chess set...
SERIOUSLY COOL!!!
played wid my sis...
guess who won 2 rounds?
YES!! its me alright!! XP
hahaaa..
haih.. got nothin 2 blog.. bored... =(
runnin low on cash... bought 2 mush stuff!!!
T^T sigh.. haha..
this life is worthless,
why am i still alive?
Saturday, September 27, 2008
my dam bloody sister.. u noe wad? i dun think we r even related.. 0.0
sigh...
WTF?? why everytime i say sumthin or DO sumthin it always turn out WRONG???
i mean DAM!!!
i h8 dis world... >=(
most of all, I H8 HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, September 26, 2008
Milk??? 0.0
okay 2 day, we crap alot.. when i mean alot.. i meant... ALOT!!! haha..
this thing started when its seni time..(2 periods)
wenny came 2 my class.. n we started crappin bout milk, balls and much more...
1st of all, zhen terk started sayin his mom called him and his bros, chi bai, ma hai n so hai
so i was like, den yr mom? EARTHWORM!!
n i started 2 talk facts... earthworm r uni-sex.. dey hav sex wid each other... n i started 2 make d sound. uh uh uh... den ryan said, where go ppl sex sound so fast 1? not uh uh uh... its uuhhhh uuuhhh uhhhh!!! den we all started laughin like HELL!
so we started 2 tok about sex.. n i pulled kent in.. cause zhenterk wanted 2 noe how a sex scream sounded like... ryan said... UHHH UHHH UHHH!!! n marissa said, that sounded like a baby.. den ryan did a nother 1.. UHHH UHH AHH UHHH!!! n we laugh... zhen terk said it sound like d mother tryin 2 shit out d baby.. LAWL!!! n i pulled kent in.. KENT! zhen terk wanted 2 noe how a sex sound sound like... kent's eyes went BIG! and he was like HUH??? den kent said, huh? zhenterk, u wanna do? n we laugh... i laugh so hard dat my throat wont let me breath... XD
den later on, we started tokin bout a FAT guy..(no names 2 avoid emberassments.. XP)
so we started tokain bout...
milk.. yes milk...
sayin this guy(i put d name a) has milk.. he always put ppl's head under.. yes.. UNDER his ARMPIT!! so ryan was like SUCK MY MILK! SUCK MY MILK!!! we all were laughin so hard! den ryan started tokin bout africans.. XD yes.. africans.. he was like, hey, u noe d africans lack of nutritions, imagine a goes dere... n kent said... yeah.. 1st he will slowly unbutton his shirt, and every1 will wonder wat is he doing.. den when he's done unbuttonin his shirt, he will do dis(pretens 2 open his shirt n arm wide open) SUCK MY MILK!! FREE MILK 4 D POOR!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD LAWL!!!!
n yes.. we all laugh again.. HAHA!! den ryan started tokin bout how 2 make d MILK inside d body...
1st, drink d milk powder..
2nd, drink hot water...
3rd, play d song shake it n start shakin d body(imagine a fat guy shakin his body!!!0.0)
4th, go sauna n boil d water..
5th, take sauna charcole n start rubbin al over d body... XD
n yes, dat is how u make milk inside yr body... XD LAWL!!! hahaa..
den we started tokin bout...
OIL
yes.. oil.. ryan said dat a dont swt water.. instead, swt OIL!!! XD i said, imagine u collect d oil n cook it wid fish n eat it... every1 make disgustin faces.. XD haha...
dam so hai mann... XP hahahaa..
den i started tokin bout skippin rope.. n yes, a is in it.. XD
den ryan said when a skip rope, he'l fall n when he got up, d floor wil b wet wid OIL!!! XD hahaaa..n marissa said, nahh.. d skippin rope 2 SHORT!!! lawl..
n i said, when he jump, d floor wil crack n he'l fall 2 d 2nd floor... n keep on fallin til d basement... HAHA!! den sadly, d bell rang.. every1 went home.. LAUGHIN... haha!!! lawl!
Friday, September 19, 2008
okay ppl, its officially OPEN!!! XP
yay!!! now its 4 any1 hu is anybody 2 read.. XD YAY!!! -.-
deleted my other blog...
cnt maintain 2 blgs.. kinda annoyin.. teehhahahahaaa.... lawl... -.-
sigh.. my left leg hurts!!! i pay any1 hu dare 2 chop it off!!! T^T i pay RM100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 lawl.. alo of 0s... XD hahaa
well
bored.... sighh... i wanna buy new fon... yes.. its sony.. DUH!!!
my couz(juz so u noe, i hav tons of couz) told me dat its not makin anymore!!! T^T NOOOOOOO
Y ME???? n i'm savin like SHIT!!! DAMMMMMM..... T^T
choices???
sighh... thinkin of puttin my blog NOT on PRIVATE!!!
but it takes risk..
-.- i cnt maintain 2 blogss laa....
sighh... stil thinkin...
LONG LAST!!!!
i got my NIKE BOTTLE!!!
yeah babehhh!!! XD
lawl!!! XD haha...
okay.. on wed(17/9) in d mornin, my sis accused me 4 STEALING HER MONEY!!!
I MEAN HELLO??? I'M NOT DAT FREAKIN POOR!!! -.-
yes, i admit i went in2 her room on tues nite... wanna give her a letter, tellin her dat i'm sry...
but dat time no time(i noe u dunno wad i mean) so i chuck d letter in my pocket n ran off 4 tuition... den d next day, thinkin i'l give her d letter... but instead... SHE ACCUSED ME FOR STEALING HER MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T
N JUS 2 THINK I WANNA SAY SORRY 2 HER!!!! -.-
den later, i went down.. mom scolded me.. sayin d way i act is like sum1 ACCUSED ME FOR DOING SOMETHING I DID NOT DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well duh... -.-
dam... went 2 pyramidd... didnt really hav fun until my mom bought me a butterscotch candy... yumm... XD haha... not really fun or sumthin.. but its okay..
had a REALLY heavy lunch.. so heavy until i couldnt eat my din... haha!!!
lawl... bored... n feelin seriously hawt... XD not perasan.. XD
sigh.. my left leg pain.. yet surprisinly funny.. XD haha
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
fight..
stil haven tok 2 my sis.. =.=
SO??? SO WAD IF I DUN TOK 2 HER?? WAD R U GONNA DO??? SUE ME???
well.. actually, my mom is gonna take away my hp..
so? i got extra rite?
dumb dumb bitch... XD
haha..
totally dwloadin sum songs.. even m agreed its nice..
haha!! cnt let u noe wad songs...
sigh.... XD
ok..
my sister is a bloody ass hole music stealer..
i mean hello! i found d song 1st n she stole it... dat bitch! >=(
grrr... h8 her alot.. sighh..... feel like diein... ='(
tummy ache.. since dis morning... ass laa....
Saturday, September 13, 2008
I LOVE YR SONG, EDWARD!!! I <3 U!!!
lawl..
EDWARD'S SONGS ARE SO FREAKY NICE!!!
I AM SO IN LOVE WID IT!!!!!!! XD
XD
yeah... i love yr songs!!!
nice n slow..... ^^
LAWL!!!
Friday, September 12, 2008
chating wid humans... funneh.. XD
(17:04) -even if i laugh-:
y do u wan her pic
(17:04) . Joshuaaa !:
hahahah
(17:04) -even if i laugh-:
-.-
(17:04) . Joshuaaa !:
i wan c how she loook like =D
(17:04) . Joshuaaa !:
put as ur dp pls
(17:04) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:05) -even if i laugh:
r u sure
(17:05) . Joshuaaa !:
ya
(17:05) -even if i laugh:
y not gonna er.. betray kim rite
(17:05) -even if i laugh:
*yr
(17:05) . Joshuaaa !:
nooooo -.-
(17:05) . Joshuaaa !:
jz wanna c how she loook like.
(17:05) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:05) -even if i laugh:
i trust u
(17:06) -even if i laugh:
okay (puts pic)
(17:08) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:08) . Joshuaaa !:
cant really see lah XD
(17:08) . Joshuaaa !:
see the side only
(17:08) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:08) -even if i laugh:
w8 (change pic)
(17:09) -even if i laugh:
nahh
(17:09) -even if i laugh:
happy
(17:10)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:10) . Joshuaaa !:
so dark.
(17:10) . Joshuaaa !:
XD
(17:10) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:10) -even if i laugh:
ARGH!\
(17:10) . Joshuaaa !:
sorrylah XD
(17:11) -even if i laugh:
-.-(change pic)
(17:11)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:11) . Joshuaaa !:
LOL. send me da picture lah
(17:11) -even if i laugh:
gah!
(17:11) -even if i laugh:
!
(17:11) -even if i laugh:
u say u wanna c
(17:11) -even if i laugh:
i let u c
(17:11) -even if i laugh:
n now u wan her pic
(17:11) . Joshuaaa !:
cant see lah
(17:12) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:12) -even if i laugh:
brb
(17:12) . Joshuaaa !:
my dad com dam dark.
(17:12) -even if i laugh:
fonn
(17:12) . Joshuaaa !:
k
(17:12) -even if i laugh:
yr usin laptop or wad
(17:13) . Joshuaaa !:
nope
(17:13) . Joshuaaa !:
com
(17:15) -even if i laugh:
cnt u lighten up yr com
(17:15) . Joshuaaa !:
not my com
(17:15) . Joshuaaa !:
dats why
(17:15) . Joshuaaa !:
send oni lah x)
(17:15) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:15)
- ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤ - oh sweet victory. has been added to the conversation.
(17:15) -even if i laugh:
sry
(17:15) -even if i laugh:
nid 2 pull sum1 in
(17:15) -even if i laugh:
XD
(17:15) . Joshuaaa !:
y
(17:15) -even if i laugh:
cause
(17:15) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo
(17:15) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
apa.
(17:16) . Joshuaaa !:
cause?
(17:16) -even if i laugh:
causeee
(17:16) -even if i laugh:
she noes my couz 2
(17:16) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:16) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
.__. idiot ?
(17:17) . Joshuaaa !:
zzzzzzz
(17:17) -even if i laugh:
yess
(17:17) . Joshuaaa !:
noooblah u too.
(17:17) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:17) . Joshuaaa !:
i voo
(17:17) . Joshuaaa !:
hi too
(17:17) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:17) . Joshuaaa !:
hsaha
(17:17) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo
(17:17) -even if i laugh:
hit head
(17:17) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
what ?!
(17:17) -even if i laugh:
he wants me couz pic
(17:17) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
==
(17:17) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
what for. .__.
(17:17) -even if i laugh:
dunno
(17:17) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
oi joshua.
(17:18) . Joshuaaa !:
what x)
(17:18) . Joshuaaa !:
sup voo.
(17:18) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:18) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
sup. .__. why want her pic for ? Oo
(17:18) -even if i laugh:
i got her older pics..
(17:18) . Joshuaaa !:
i wanna see how she look like
(17:18) . Joshuaaa !:
hahahaha
(17:18) -even if i laugh:
but not very nice
(17:18) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
but. why ? .__.
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
cos got lah (;
(17:19) -even if i laugh:
dah!
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
oi T.T
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
ALL THINK I WAN KAO GIRL AH.
(17:19) -even if i laugh:
her older picc
(17:19) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:19) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
thats what i think. ;D
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
hahahahaha
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
shit u lah vooooooo =)
(17:19) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
ewww
(17:19) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
if not why you want her pic ? .__. Oo
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
she looks like durian.
(17:19) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
yeah. shit me ;D
(17:19) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:19) -even if i laugh:
WAD U MEan
(17:19) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo
(17:19) . Joshuaaa !:
+0( (vomit face)
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
FUCK!
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
I TELL MY COUZZ
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
GONNA CALL HER!!!
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
LAWL
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
lols. too late joshua. ;D
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
LOL
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20)
You have just sent a nudge.
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
WOI
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
STOP
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
LAWL
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
W8
(17:20) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
lag .__.
(17:20) -even if i laugh:
SHE TEXTIN MEE
(17:20) . Joshuaaa !:
woi
(17:21) . Joshuaaa !:
babi.
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
ASS HOLE
(17:21) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
babi are cute. .__.
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:21) . Joshuaaa !:
kimberley hot right?
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
not 4 malays
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:21) . Joshuaaa !:
hahaha i hate malays
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
IM A GIRL
(17:21) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
-.-
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
I DUN THINK GIRLS R HOT!
(17:21) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
hahaha. racist ! (x
(17:21) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:21) . Joshuaaa !:
aiyo
(17:21) . Joshuaaa !:
kim what also not hot lah
(17:21) . Joshuaaa !:
oni kent
(17:22) . Joshuaaa !:
ahahahahahaa
(17:22) . Joshuaaa !:
YAHH!
(17:22) . Joshuaaa !:
FUCK ABUDLLAH !
(17:22) . Joshuaaa !:
YAY
(17:22) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:22) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
.__.
(17:22) -even if i laugh:
randomness
(17:22) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
interesting comment. (x
(17:22) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:23) . Joshuaaa !:
who plays cod4
(17:23) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
my brother. ;D
(17:23) -even if i laugh:
marissa's bro
(17:24) -even if i laugh:
last time u told me my sis is hot
(17:24) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:24) -even if i laugh:
EWWW
(17:24) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo.
(17:24) . Joshuaaa !:
WHO TOLD U UR SIS IS HOT?
(17:24) -even if i laugh:
U!
(17:25) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
._.
(17:25) . Joshuaaa !:
ME
(17:25) . Joshuaaa !:
WTF
(17:25) . Joshuaaa !:
WHO SAY
(17:25) -even if i laugh:
yeah u
(17:25) . Joshuaaa !:
WELL..
(17:25) . Joshuaaa !:
HOTTER THEN U
(17:25) -even if i laugh:
i noe...
(17:25) -even if i laugh:
i dun mind
(17:25) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
-.-
(17:25) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:25) -even if i laugh:
-.- <-- my face 2 aaaron
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
don lah
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
marrisa bf lah
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
huh
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
no la
(17:26) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
==
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
yrs
(17:26) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
its marissa la !
(17:26) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
_l_ !
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
HAHAHAHAHA
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
SORRY SORRY
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
DON TELL AARRON OK !
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
nahh
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
will text him later
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
XD
(17:26) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
noh. im interested in another guy lah. -.-
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
lol
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
eh
(17:26) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:26) . Joshuaaa !:
whos using maxis here?
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
ME!!!!!!
(17:27) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
me Oo
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
MAXIS RULES
(17:27) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
.__.
(17:27) . Joshuaaa !:
yeah
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:27) . Joshuaaa !:
im such a good friend
(17:27) . Joshuaaa !:
who can send me 5bucks? =X
(17:27) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
what ?!
(17:27) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
._.
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
HAHAHAHAHAAA!!!
(17:27) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
LOL.
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
yeah yeahh
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
fren alrigt
(17:27) -even if i laugh:
*right
(17:27) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
yeah. best friend ! =D
(17:27) . Joshuaaa !:
yeah
(17:27) . Joshuaaa !:
BFF !
(17:28) -even if i laugh:
HAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!!!
(17:28) . Joshuaaa !:
ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR 1 !
(17:28) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
aka..
(17:28) . Joshuaaa !:
OUR THEME
(17:28) . Joshuaaa !:
YAY
(17:28) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
.__. right !
(17:28) . Joshuaaa !:
woi.
(17:28) . Joshuaaa !:
send me lah .T.T
(17:28) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:28) . Joshuaaa !:
too voo !
(17:28) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
apa !
(17:28) -even if i laugh:
bestfren means
(17:28) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
gay friend.
(17:28) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
;D
(17:28) -even if i laugh:
lawl!
(17:28) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
awesome ^^
(17:29) . Joshuaaa !:
wei
(17:29) . Joshuaaa !:
send me lahhhh
(17:29) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
we are not rich people. .__.
(17:29) . Joshuaaa !:
allah
(17:29) . Joshuaaa !:
now all bully me
(17:29) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:29) . Joshuaaa !:
T.T
(17:29) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
okayokay. sayang -.-
(17:29) -even if i laugh:
my mommah pay 4 me
(17:29) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:29) -even if i laugh:
DUN FLIRT WID HIM!!!
(17:29) -even if i laugh:
kim wil get angry
(17:29) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
ewwwwwwwww!
(17:29) -even if i laugh:
lawll
(17:29) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
.___.
(17:30) -even if i laugh:
(change font color) happy
(17:30) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
not really. ;D
(17:30) . Joshuaaa !:
yay
(17:30) . Joshuaaa !:
VOO
(17:30) . Joshuaaa !:
SEND ME CREDIT !
(17:30) -even if i laugh:
u send
(17:30) -even if i laugh:
owh
(17:30) . Joshuaaa !:
YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYYAAYAY
(17:30) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
no. .__.
(17:30) . Joshuaaa !:
...
(17:30) . Joshuaaa !:
celaka T.T
(17:30) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:30) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
did i ?
(17:30) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo
(17:30) -even if i laugh:
nope
(17:31) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
oh. .__.
(17:31) -even if i laugh:
takin fon up
(17:31) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
ill consider sending. ;D
(17:31) -even if i laugh:
textin
(17:31) -even if i laugh:
textin hu lehh
(17:31) . Joshuaaa !:
kent
(17:31) . Joshuaaa !:
eh
(17:31) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
nate !
(17:31) . Joshuaaa !:
send me credit
(17:31) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
._.
(17:31) -even if i laugh:
send me 2!
(17:32) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
La Lingerie.
(17:32) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:32) -even if i laugh:
RANDOM!
(17:32) . Joshuaaa !:
hahah
(17:32) . Joshuaaa !:
eh dat show got sex ah
(17:33) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
the story is about four young women. their lives and their loves tied together by a common thread - lingerie. ;D
(17:33) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:33) . Joshuaaa !:
yor
(17:33) . Joshuaaa !:
thats what i read o_O
(17:33) -even if i laugh:
any1 watched 4rm hell alreadi
(17:33) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
.__.
(17:34) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
no. .___.
(17:34)
- ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤ - oh sweet victory. has changed his/her status to Busy
(17:34) -even if i laugh:
nice
(17:34) -even if i laugh:
full of blood
(17:34) . Joshuaaa !:
i like 21 !
(17:34)
- ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤ - oh sweet victory. has changed his/her status to Online
(17:34) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
o.o
(17:34) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:34) -even if i laugh:
dat show is nice
(17:35) . Joshuaaa !:
yeah
(17:35) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
i like nate ! (=
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
-.-
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
swt face
(17:35) . Joshuaaa !:
WINNER WINNER CHICKEN DINNER =D
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
-.- =.= swt
(17:35) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:35) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
i dont like chicken. and im a total loser. D=
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:35) . Joshuaaa !:
stop with ur lawl lah lamer . lawl is for retards.
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
i m a retard
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
LAWL
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
LAWLLL
(17:35) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
retards are damn awesome.
(17:35) -even if i laugh:
LAWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
(17:36) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
Oo
(17:36) . Joshuaaa !:
its like.. Laughing Out Loud become... Laughing Ass Wee Out.
(17:36) -even if i laugh:
lawl wid me marsie
(17:36) . Joshuaaa !:
wtf in saying o___--o
(17:36) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:36) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
that would make it lawo ==
(17:36) -even if i laugh:
nice
(17:36) -even if i laugh:
lawl
(17:37) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
more like.. Laughing Ass Wee Losens. Oo
(17:37) -even if i laugh:
swt
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
HAHAHA
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
LWO.
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
LAWO
(17:37) -even if i laugh:
LAWL
(17:37) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
bladder breakage ! (=
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
LAWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
(17:37) -even if i laugh:
LAWL
(17:37) -even if i laugh:
NO!!
(17:37) -even if i laugh:
its lawl
(17:37) -even if i laugh:
not lawo
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOO OOOOOOO OOOOOOOO OH ! *TARZANZ*
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
ok
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
gtg
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
stry
(17:37) . Joshuaaa !:
b
(17:37) - ♫ мαяѕιєvσσ™ ❤:
okay. you know what ? WHATEVER. -.-
SHOCKNESS!!!!
okay.. so now i hav 2 bloody mantain 2 blogs.. =.=
so, yesterday(thurs 11/9) ju kit(jk) told me dat he CHAT wid my couz... yeah i noe... =.=
unfortunately, he asked me wether is she HOT!?
i was so stuned, i stare at him, mouth open n scream at m... XP
yeah.. i was callin her actually, cause i'm in Daisi, returnin Shenny's calculater..(thx babe!)
den he told me... i was so FREAKIN STUNED!!!!
i mean cum on! he's datin Kim rite? y did he ask me bout my couz? DAM!
unless he is cheatin her!!! 0.0
WTF!?
next, Ashley claimed she lost 2 frens in 1 week...
Hy and ass hole shum...
-.- but she still toks 2 dem rite? does dat count as lost?
I MEAN HELLO??? lost means u dun tok 2 dat person/human anymore... -.-
weird....
findin out about d jk thing... -.-
if he is interested in my couz...
den... 2 bad 4 Kim... 0.0
Sunday, September 7, 2008
new bloggg
4 dose ppl hu i didnt add u in my dis blog,
i noe sum of u r itchin 2 read my blog... (haha perasan me)
so i create a new 1.... XP
depressedmiserablebitch.blospot
haha... XP
i h8 my life... more den i h8 yrs....
cut my fringe yesterday(sat)
its FUCKIN UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually, my FUCKIN sis cut it.
duh!
when she cut it, her pit(arm pit) stinks(she's sweatin n she claim shes not) and her breath!(she NEVER brush her teeth at nite)...
so i was thinkin, when i go through all this, i'l get a nice hair cut.. but did i?
A BIG FAT NO!!!!
UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T
2 day, went out dis mornin,
got exercise shit... =.=
cause i woke up l8, mom scolded me...=.=
aunties gossip bout me being lazy n all...
compare me wid another girl.. =.=
l8er, went 2 hav lunch..
mom bought fruits..
went home i help take d fruits... of course FRAGILE GWEN didnt help..
i put d fruits down on d mat n it drop...(duh its heavy)
got scolded by mom cause i put d fruits down soooooooo hard...=.=(sarcastick)
i got angry.. ran 2 my room...
cried cause wad eve i do, i done it wrongly..
cry till i slept..=.=
woke up by mom cause she wanna go tesco..
told her dun1...
ask y?
i juz buried my head in d pillow, cryin silently...
den she close d door, den she hugged me n say she's sry 4 being a ass hole(not wad she say but short cut.. =p)
went tesco...
nuthing...
bought a REAALLY CUTE AND CHEAP SOFT DRINK!!! RM1..
cheap rite?
plus chipsmore.. gonna share wid marissa 2 morrow(no nuts... i promise)
haha... dats all..
i h8 my life... gonna go emo 2 morrow.. onli ppl hu read my blog noes y... XD
Saturday, September 6, 2008
diffrent life is a diffrent thing..
okok...
i totally realise dat me n marissa kinda 'quarrel' in da blog...
but nvr in real life...
weird rite?
is like we forgotten this thing even bloody happen...
0.0
lawl...
Friday, September 5, 2008
hurt
she whacked me again juz bcause i listen 2 music...
FUCKER ASS HOLE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUH! who else!!!! MY DAM ASS HOLS FUCKIN BITCH MOM!
sumtimes.. i wonder if i'm REALLY related 2 her... -.-
yeah... i wonder if i'm related 2 my dad 2.... -.-
i mean like, HELLO!!! m,y dad's impatient, so dat makes me impatient... =.=
my mom is sooo stuborn, dat makes me stuborn 2 rite? =.=
PARENTS R SUC ASS HOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=(
its been so long... - pissed!
heys.. pissed by my 1 n olny mother...=.=
yeah.. she asked me 2 help her do stuff but den she's sooo IMPATIENT!!!
i mean cum on! d com is loadin n everythin n she was like i wan this 1 i wan this 1!!
n its in adobe! n i cnt use adobe!
so i siad WAIT!!!
n she started scolding me..
den when d thing in open, i asked her which 1?
den she scolded me n say i nvr listen 2 her...=.=
HELOO!!!! i told u 2 w8 but u nvr
n she whacked me...(dunu really feel anything though)
ASS HOLE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!
den she scolded me being haughty n all... like shes not..=.=
n she scolded my sis bla bla bla...
n ofcourse my sis is a coward... =.=
she ran upstairs n hide in her room...=.=
n she ask me 2 off d song cause she dun 1 2 listen 2 it... -.-but i listen using my earphones
den she scolded me 2 take off the earphones...=.=
u wan me 2 listen WITH or WITHOUT the earphones...
BITCH! ruin my mood n say i ruin hers...
DUN TOK 2 ME LAAA!!!!!! =.=
assholes... =.=
Saturday, August 30, 2008
weird dream 0.0
okay.. this started on wed(27/8)
i dreamt dat me, kent n shenny r sittin in my living room..
so kent ejek shenny... he said
eh Shenny, i call KENT ar???
shenny covered her face n said
nonononono....
den KENT took out his fon n said 2 shenny while passin her d fon
Shenny, KENT wanna tok 2 u...
shenny keep on sayin
nononno...
den i said
shenny, kent is holding a toy, pink barbie doll fon... (swt face)
den shenny laughed...
n i woke up..
on thurs(28/8)
i told every1 n dey say its a weird crazy dream.. n guess wad? kent told me dat every1 dream bout him n shenny last nite.. i laugh...
at nite, i dreamt....
me, kent n this time JU KIT r in my living room,
i sat opposite kent n jukit...
both of den r holdin hands n lookin into each other eyes...
i rub my eyes, thinkin i'm seeing things...
but jukit stays jukit...
den, both of them lean 4ward...
their going 2 FRENCH KISS!!!
i couldnt close my eyes,
i terpaksa look!!!
den they got real close...
luckily,
i woke up juz in time!!!
i was like WTF!?
lawl... told kent d next day...
ppl laugh like shit.. LAWL!!!
hmmmmm.....
yes....
hmmm means thinkin...
but sum of u dunno...
CAUSE U CNT THINK!!!!(jkjk)
well yes.. i was thinkin...
i think my relationship wid marissa is breakin n its been pushed further apart everyday...
it all started when i start d marissa love aaron thing... ==
now u noe wad? its gettin lame... n boring..
wads 4 when u ejek a person hu doesnt like d other person?
it sucks... -.-
i mean it aint no fun...
n bcause of dat,
i cnnot b trusted...
owh! w8!
i new dat! XP
i even warn her not 2 trust me...==
bcause of dat,
justin n marissa arent like good pals like last time.
its al my fault 2 start this whoole thing...
welll...
mayb now i'l try 2 stop it...
i think... hmmm.....
